“I fantasize about having sex with Jacob four times. The first time is spontaneous; it just happens, but it is sensual and passionate and we take our time. The second time, I take charge, riding him mercilessly and denying him an orgasm until I say so. He gets back at me the third time, making me suck him dry and then pounding into me so hard we leave scratches and bruises on each other. The fourth time happens the morning after. It is slow, with soft kisses and softer declarations of love.”
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