‘I don’t know if this is cheating, since there was no more love in the relationship anymore, but I once fantasized about Jacob Frye and me having some rough sex that turned to some sweet love making. My own hand helped me to make me come and feel the best orgasm I ever had at that point. All while I was lying next to my ex in bed, with him asleep. Four days later, we broke up. But ever since, I occasionally have heated dreams about Mr. Frye and me pleasuring each other in semi public or even fully public places. He fingers me under the table while we have a beer in a pub filled with Rooks for example. The danger of getting caught makes it so exciting.‘