‘My first love – when Shay accepted my confession with a chaste kiss. He asks how I would like my first time to be. Even on his day a man as selfless as he would only ask of what he could do for others. I told him no, it’s either what he wishes to do with me or not at all. He smiles and kisses my forehead, agreeing. He took my virginity – in god knows how many positions, sensual one session than rough another. He gave me a variety of sensations and only told me those moments were the best gifts.’