‘The stress of finals is not helping my mental health alongside the stress of the pandemic. But now I’m ever so conflicted, I don’t know if I want Connor to make delicate, praising love to me. In all his muscular glory I’ll ride on top in control of the act. Or if I want to Shay to top me like there’s no tomorrow, talking dirty in that deliciously husky accent of his. He makes me his and never releases me from his clutches. Both would have great cuddling sessions post-sex, ahhhh decisions.’