‘Normally I’d love to be such an obedient girl for Arno, do whatever he says with eagerness and a “yes, Sir”. But I just can’t help but think what his reaction would be if I were to tease him, mock him, say “make me” whenever he gave me verbal warnings. I’d just press and press and press until he decides enough is enough and throws me over his knee, spanking me until I’m a teary mess and promising to be good for him.’