‘For this Christmas, I want Jacob to fuck me so hard, I’m going to feel him until New Year’s Eve. I want him to drill me so hard the bed squeaks, pin my arms behind my back, grab my hair, and just completely dominate me. Because it’s when he’s rough with me – when I’m completely under his mercy – that I find the greatest release from the stresses of life. He knows that I feel the freest when I let him take control, and he knows exactly how intense he needs to be.’