I have been down the path of depression again for the past two weeks… and now I am hitting the ground hard… All I desire is to be hold by Arno, him telling me that everything is going to be alright, that my fears have no reason to be… That he loves me… Then we would make soft abandoned love as he made my tears turn into smiles and my sobs into laughters. Maybe that at some point I would have the strength to go back out and see the light…

Confessed by @mercutio1789