‘I can imagine Jacob coming home late from working with the Rooks and he stumbles into the bedroom, collapses on the bed right next to me and curls up under the blankets into my side. He pulls down half my nightgown just enough for one breast to hang out as he suckles on it like a baby and as I comb my fingers through his hair, humming to him as he slowly is lulled to sleep still sucking me.’