Anon, I might sound very rough and mean but your confession did not look like being written with a bad English knowledge, since its almost grammatically correct (and writing this message really bad on purpose (probably) doesn’t make it better).
I can understand it very well if you wanted something special for your birthday but if you follow us for quite a while (even if it’s only for a few days) you should always read the FAQ (Frequent Answer and Questions) first.
You can’t expect your confession to come up very soon, probably in 2-3 days maybe but not earlier.
Best regards,
Sister Teodora