If the assassins have a phone sex service I would call it every night and I would be choosing Jacob every time. The first time left such a great impression on me (I came the hardest in a long time) that I want to keep experiencing it. I would give the other assassins a go but I always go back to Jacob. He’d soon realize that I’m just one person (despite me trying to change my voice) and he would eventually coax me into telling him my real name. Some of our talks aren’t even dirty. We genuinely like talking to each other. I don’t mind paying so much just to talk to him. Eventually he’d ask me if we could meet in person. At first I’m terrified. I’m not sure if he would like what he would see. He would insist. 

When we finally meet I can’t believe how handsome he is. How could a man like him even exist? I’d get self-conscious thinking that I’m too ugly but he would have none of it. He would use his charm to make me less conscious. To coax the dirty side that he knows is lurking. It may take days or even weeks for me to get perfectly comfortable. But Jacob would take his time. His gentlemanly ways would surprise me. I don’t realize that I’m slowly falling in love with him. When I’m finally ready we would recreate all the things we ‘talked’ about during our phone sex marathons. I would be surprised that he remembers every single one of them.