‘I think I’m having a growing kink for hair pulling. Imagining older Jacob pulling my hair while he fucks me from behind is now turning me on more than anything. Oh, I can imagine younger Jacob doing this too, but for some reason when I want to imagine a dominant, “alpha” Jacob who’s so in control I always gravitate towards his older self. Just imagining that rough, calloused hand clamping on top of my mouth to keep me quiet while the other yanks my hair back so that he can whisper unadulterated filth in my ear is enough to send my libido into overdrive.’