‘Recently sex has been getting very dissatisfying for me because of how much I like pain during sex, especially the pain of a cock stretching me, and all my partners had average sized penises, and most of them refuse to hurt me – some even display affection that turns me off by kissing me and hugging me. So I imagine Jacob would be completely different and in tune with my turn-ons (since we established that’d he’d be the roughest out of all assassins). Thick, 9-10 inch long cock that he’d slam into me knowing full well how much it hurts me, revelling at the sight of my tears, but also knowing how I adore the feeling. And he’d talk dirty to me by chanting how much of a slut I am for his cock and that I’d suck off half of his Rooks if he told me to, and he’d be absolutely right.

‘As if his painful and degrading treatment wasn’t enough he’d also bite my neck, spank me hard, pull my hair and choke me while driving his length deep into me non-stop. I’d be absolutely addicted to his way of fucking. But knowing Jacob, I’m sure he’d also be very cocky about the fact that he’s the only man that can please me, so sometimes he’d tie me up and tease me with his voice, fingers, tongue, and even though I’m proud I can clearly imagine how I would literally cry begging him to fuck me and destroy me – which he’d probably film on his phone with a lazy smirk on his face before finally answering my plea. Now this is the kind of sex I need and I’ll probably write a haystack by channeling my dissatisfaction.’

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