‘Is it really wrong and bad to ask Jacob to do naughty, dirty, unspeakable things to me, wherever he wants, even in front of people, whenever he wants it, to just give myself to him no questions asked. And by the end of it all, the only thing I know is his name and how much he loves to hear my scream it, to moan it, to lay naked in his bed waiting for him to come back. Even just thinking of it makes me wet, so ever wet it’s unspeakable….’