‘As an artist, I fantasize about drawing Connor, lying down on his bed, completely nude, staring at me seriously. Exploring his body with my eyes, I would feel ashamed and blush thinking of dirty things I would make to im; then he would stand up slowly, and take my artist’s stuff and put it on the floor. He would french kiss me passionately, and then carry me onto the bed and make love to me slowly…What a masterpiece!’